It's a boy!

I once said that the story of my new baby’s birth could be the most exciting blog post of all time. I am very happy to report that it may not be true. Do not stop reading though because it was an amazing experience with an interesting twist.

I went into labor in the usual way. Nothing special, just back pain and contractions that were a few minutes apart and painful. It was morning so we showered, Abu and Sara had breakfast and we left Sara with her grandparents as we went off to United Hospital about 10 minutes away. It was a Tuesday morning so it should have been a school day and very bad traffic but fortunately, it was also a hartal so we made it to the hospital pretty quickly. The doctor told me to check in at the ER so we did and realized that we, once again, left all our paperwork at home. I wanted Abu to stay with me so we sent our very helpful driver, Aziz, to get the paperwork. We are very lucky that the strike was going on or all that would have taken a lot longer.

The contractions had been going on regularly since the day before but got more serious around 3 am so I thought I would be fairly well along by the time I was admitted to labor and delivery. I was only 1.5 cm dilated at 11 am. I need to get to 10 cm in order to deliver. Abu wanted us to check out, go across the street to his aunt and uncle’s house, and wait there. The doctor advised against it (and I was not feeling much up for that either) because she thought things were going to progress quickly. The doctor suggested instead that we go to our “cabin” and I can walk around and be more comfortable there.  Our cabin was great. As I mentioned before there are four levels of private rooms. The first two levels of rooms were all full so we took the “luxury suite.” The VIP single seemed like it may have been too much. It was very comfortable. We only got to spend about an hour in our suite before my water broke in a big gush and we were wisked off to the labor observation room again. I was checked again and I was still only 3 cm. My water broke at 1 pm and I remained in labor with no medicine until 5:30 pm when I was still 3 cm and I decided I was too tired and sore to continue in this way without progressing. To be honest, I was scared. I was in labor with Sara for so long that I needed to make things happen or I would have had to have a c-section and the epidural was so good, it took all the pain away. I could feel pressure of contractions but not pain. Because of this, I was very scared of the pain of the baby coming out. I got the epidural around 7:30 pm and was at 4 cm after. The epidural did not seem to be working that well. Everything still hurt a lot but I guess it did take the edge off the pain.   

A funny thing about being a patient when you do not speak the language is that people do not really explain what they are doing or who they are. I had a lot of different nurses and doctors. Nurses would come in and say that they are going to give me a medicine but no one ever told me what it was. As soon as my water broke, some nurse showed up with a pain medicine that I promptly refused. The nurse, or “sister” as nurses are called here, looked quite confused by my refusal and said, “But the doctor ordered it!” With each medicine, a nurse brought me and I refused, I said, “the doctor did not ask me if I wanted it!” After refusing induction medications and pain medications about a half dozen times from the nurses a doctor came in and tried to talk me into it. “My” doctor seemed to be on the same page as me about what I wanted to do but she was not on duty. She stopped in a few times to check on me but otherwise left me with another doctor, who seemed very nice but she was very pushy about medications. This other doctor seemed very pleased when I finally consented to medication to help dilate my cervix and the epidural.

One of the labor observation rooms.

Our Luxury Suite

Another view of our suite

After the epidural and another check (4 cm), I was hooked up to a monitor to see how the baby’s heart rate was doing during contractions. This test lasts 20 minutes. One of the reasons I did not want an epidural was because I was afraid it would slow the contractions and I would have to have more meds to speed them back up. During the 20-minute test, it seemed my fear was confirmed. I only had four contractions and they were not very strong. During the test the pushy doctor finished her shift and introduced me to the new doctor that would take over. They left my room about 5 minutes before the test ended to do rounds. Just as the monitor beeped to indicate the test was done, a contraction started. I remember being disappointed that the test was not still running because it was a big one and I was wondering what number it would reach on the monitor.  Usually the contractions would last 40 seconds to a minute. After about 40 seconds to a minute of the worst pain I have ever felt, epidural or not, I started yelling, “make it stop, why won’t it stop?”  It did not stop. As it passed the minute and a half to two-minute mark, I felt the urge to push. The doctor had told me not to push so many times so I tried not to but there was no helping it. At this point, I remembered, and ignored, my promise to Abu not to scream. I also remember screaming for two reasons. One was that it hurt and the other was because Abu was the only one in the room and I was about to have a baby. I was yelling, “I have to push! I have to push!” Then a second later, “The baby is coming! The baby is here!” I could not see Abu, my back was to him but I could tell he wasn't understanding the gravity of the situation so I ripped the sheet off of me to reveal that my small push had pushed out the head. Abu then yelled, “HOLY #*%^!” (Add your own curse word because I do not remember which he picked.) and he literally ran from the room searching for a doctor. Sam slid out of me very smoothly and my fear of what it would feel like seemed like a silly thing of the past because it was the most amazing feeling in the world. All at once, the pain stopped and I had a beautiful baby boy lying on the bed in front of me. The I tried to look for the cord but I could not seem to find it and then it occurred to me I did not know if he was a boy or girl so as the nurse ran in, yelling at me to be calm, I checked and announced to no one in particular, “It’s a boy!”

In the moments I had alone with Sam, before they took him away, I sat up and looked at him while I rubbed his back and legs. The memories I have of it are blurry and I couldn't figure out why until later when they returned him to me all clean and wrapped (I wanted my skin to skin time and to wait on the bath but no one listened as I asked for him, they just kept telling me he was fine). My blood pressure bottomed out a bit after he was born so I could not see clearly up close. I did not really see him until about an hour later. I also lost muscle strength in my right leg for a while which would have been amusing if it was not for the nurse who literally pushed me into the bathroom. I nearly hit the floor.

There are a million other little details and I could go on but that is the gist of the story. I delivered my own baby and it was amazing. Truly an amazing experience.  Samiul Taher Alam was born around 8:15 on March 12.

We stayed in the hospital for 24 hours after the birth, Sam was circumcised, and we are both healing well. Sara is very excited to be a big sister and is eager to be as helpful as possible.

Thank you for all the love and well wishes!

Proud Baba!

Our wonderful Sam!

I love this little man!

Sara holding Sam for the first time

Cuddle time

Dadu, Dadi, Sara, and Sam

First night at home. He looks a lot like Sara did in this picture.